face book

haix....

look to my profile page.....zZZ.



feel that i am childish now.
AIYOyo...express too much in facebook d.


Suddenly feel that i should not spend so much time on facebook. i am TOO used to play facebook although i am busy working until i am having my dinner at the midnight everyday.
:(


~just maybe or hopefully not feeling lonely sometime because i am not fooling around these days ~

Telling myself:
MEIKEAT should arrange her time properly LO. MEIKEAT should face book instead of facebook.



don't waste time d. it is the time to aim for my goal!!
*screaming*~ GOAL!

MY GOAL IS>>>>>
Eh HMMm. "actually i am and i will be a mature and successful lady."


i will dress like this when i am work. look so pro huh!!^^

SHOULD BE.
yup!! haix...feeling guilty immediately after saying this. :(

feel complicated sometime.sudden feeling great sudden feeling down, after feeling down feel that actually i am feeling great.HAHA..try to understand me ba.

"In the process of growing, in the process of changing"
this is what i know from all the complicated thinking><

SEE!the superman symbol..dunno y!!like it so much!!
it gives me OHM .^^



positive spirit pushing me forward after see this...
OH YEAH!!~FIGHTING ahca ahca!!!~

Klang group

It was a precious moment gather will all the friends in Klang.
i was thinking it was just about 2 to 3 weeks i don't meet with my brother gang, but i feel like almost 1 year we were apart. miss them so much all the time...



i look i bit ugly here. ^^ paiseh d.
there are many people with me but not inside the photo. i hope i have more time spend with them and take pic 2gather, for me to remember all the precious moment we spend 2gather chatting.><


As the time pass, i already know i had missed out many things happen between them. Our world is different. but, after this warm gathering , i have realized that no matter how far we apart, how different our world is different from each other, we still care about each other.

The sweet memory still in my mind





i am so sorry. it was no doubt that i really LOVE to zat people d^^

In my principle, "the more i ZAT, the more i care u guys", so pls forgive whatever come out from my mouth ya^^.



friends,


thanks for loving me so much.

Future MR.Bao

There is so much cheating, bullying, unfairness...... outside there. i realize it was so dangerous for the people who don't know self-protect working outside there.

but i very happy that someone or something put me in the HOT hot water....
although it has made me suffer like hell, crying all around and begging to BUDDHA every times, but i am enjoy it and i have learned many things.

there is impossible to describe or write out all the things i have learned . because it will be a longgg LONG story, i scare someone reading my blog will blame me "long winded"^^

anyway, from what my mum said through all the things happen to me around recently, she said we should NT GREEDY at all the time. and now i think i want to try my best to be a GOOD and WELL BEHAVE "menteri"...

someone like


HIM

or someone like


HIM
(^.^) mr.BAO who had a moon on the forehead.^^

as long as i know that we need to be good or even best at all the time, because you will not give a single chance to the evil opposre to beat u down. HMM...

but i don't mean using all those bad skill...tats y i wanna be like mr.bao to be 廉 all the time and stand for the rights for other people as well as myself also^^

一首我喜欢的歌

我可以很久不和你联络
任日子一天天这麽过
让自己忙碌可以当作藉口
逃避想念你的种种软弱
我可以 学会对你很冷漠
为何学不会将爱没收
面对你是对我最大的折磨
这些年始终没有对你说
爱你越久我越被动
只因你的爱居无 定所
是你让我的心慢慢退缩
退到你看不见的角落
爱你越久我越被动
只因我的爱不再为你挥霍
是我让我的心失去自由
却 再也没有勇气放纵

wishing well

我只是现在有一个想法。

假如爱情会让我变得软弱的话， 我希望它会在我成功之后才出现。

我讨厌

钱!
我现在非常讨厌钱……
钱有时是很重要， 但是我不想因为它而烦。

为什么是它？:(
我开始恨它了。
为 什么是它……？

我不想让它决定我的路。我超级想要读书， 读我想要进的大学。

我相信它不是那么重要， 但是我现在却因为它而在烦恼着……太不像话了啦！





used money as toilet paper..HMM..argh*angry d*


我要进很好的大学！呐喊着……




I have earn and save SO much d...but still nt enough. T.T
dad, help me!!!scholarship.....too. *sob here and there*

不过， 我相信情况会好转的。这只是一个过程……我要证明，我真的很想要。太容易得到的东西，我不会珍惜。但我相信，这次我一定会珍惜的^^

breaking the wall that block my way nw
*processing*


syok when see this photo...^^. hope that i can success ba!! FIGHTING!!!

放工了

放工了。

我的第一时间去员工放包包的地方拿起我的包包，用最快的脚步来到我的车的旁边，开引擎。

开了收音机，听着我最爱听的华语电台……

等呀等……等呀等……因为我要等引擎热了才可以启动。
我怀着紧张的心情，因为我要回家。

用我最快的速度，60km/h.^^ ~~~ *speeding*

呐喊着： 我要回家！

到了家，关上了car's spotlight， 我却听着收音机，听着 DJ 分享他的心情和我热爱的歌曲，双手握着car's steering，下巴放在steering 上， 头向上看着有着朵朵白云的黑色天空……

我不想下车了。

Life

好想好想写出我现在遇到的每一件事情， 因为我看到很多不同的事，真有趣！^^
真的学到好多好多......:)

当我把这份工作完成后，我好好想写一份感言给自己和朋友分享.



朋友，请等等我。

好开心. because i do not waste my GOLDEN TIME^^

i dun really expected so much, bt i really get so much.
this 4 month really is a special holiday for me^^

but I also hope can get into uni life soon too......:(

Busying

sorry sorry sorry

this is to all friends that want to meet me :(



pls come back to me after my work...i act ned u all :(

*tears coming out*

Work WOrk WORK

working...work work work....



I am giving inspiration to myself from now on, because i started feel boring d. I am repeating the same words everyday.can u imagine that!! GOD! DAMN bore...

KEEP telling myself: * I CAN DO IT*^^

~Think of nike nw~
just like the NIKE brand.



JUST DO IT


bt i hope i can do this everyday after i work



SNORING...*ngok ngok ngok*

study mood ON

MAN!!! i just feel like wanna study now....mumumia!!!

*nudging here nudging there; running here running there* hmmm.....

i think i should studied something now.BOOK..Book.booook....i know i like u now.




just miss u so much *kissing kissing u*

FUNny family

^^



today is the happiest day that that i have in my recent EMO life...

I am so so happy with my FAMILY.

Today i realize that i am enjoying sitting behind the car while my father is driving, especially when it was happen at the night.^^ i am enjoying the night view so much. i think it is because of the memory that i have made with my family when i was a kids.

i am just super like it.it is so peaceful and relieve...

i do really feel it especially after my tiring work.


~HOME SWEET HOME~



Feel damn tired. I just released from work! really feel want to reach home fast.

BUT,today i have realized the weakness of myself...
everything that i did, i never think of other .And today i have knew the story behind it .

I really feel very appreciate to my lovely FATHER. He always sacrifice without let me know.muacks...






I can see the sacrification of my family members to me just because do not want me to wait so long. LOVE them so much...
*eating dinner outside less than 10 min*~~so so touch. eating so rush huh!!!

my father very special d. he likes to take things, repair then sold it.AND, tonight, my father saw a "cacat" chair beside the recycle bin on the way we back home. He wanna to fit it into A SMALL KANCIL tat already had 3 people inside and 1 small chair!!!

wohohoh...my father try to fit everythings in until my fat fat sis has no place to even sit. DAMN cute...*fat fat sis show her innocent face*. she keep shouting and crying there. everyone is laughing on the way back. my second sis is posing also because the chair is upside down on her arm, she try to cover her face on the way back. we hope no one can recognize us, especially the guards that in our area that we must always pass by be4 we reach home.^^haha..we hope they cannot even saw our face. SO soso..embarrassing .hehe...

i just cant really describe how funny is it.i hope i can take the pic with their posing, but my handphone dun really hav light.so, i cant capture pic at nite. :( damn...

When pass by the guard house
*everyone feel embarrass except father*^^
i ask my sis close her eyes.*nervous voice* .
father: you cnt see the guards, bt the guards saw you...

*complicated feeling *+*excited feeling*

haha...i think we will experience often, if we go out with father...HAHA..

Memory

我看见树在摇动。它在向右摆， 向左摆。我知道那里有风。但是我感觉不到。。那么近的距离但是我却感觉不到。因为我每一天都关在室内里欣赏外面的世界。

我停下了我的繁忙的脚步欣赏外面的风，然后闭上了我的双眼，我觉得好美好美。我的回忆， 我的童年， 我的天真， 我的家人， 我的朋友， 我的国家。。。美丽的地球。

风啊风。。。我好喜欢你微微的飘到我身上。因为那里有太多我的回忆。

Bollyhood

Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham

it means sometimes love u but sometimes angry with you.^^
it was a meaningful movie.

PARENTS, i loved u two so much. no one can replace you two, i am and i will appreciate and loved u two in the rest of my life. *hugs hugXXX*



i like this so much.i hav watched this more than 3 times in 3 years.everytime i watched i cried.i juat simply like BOLLYWOOD movie la. *sob sob sob*.






he is my STAR. i hav loved him since i was a kids.love his acting....so real and touched.








This lady just simply look like my aunt.the aunt tat take care of me while i am still a baby till i know many things.

I MISS HER.



she is my second mum.

MISS U, muacks....

NO TIME

no time to blogging A!!!
i hav so many things i wanna share, bt no No NO NNNNOOOO time a!!pla give some time to me :(